how could you be so heartless

The River Piedra I Sat Down & Wept

You have to take the risks; we will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen. Every day, God gives us the sun – and also one moment in which we have the ability to change everything that makes us unhappy. Every day we try to pretend that we haven’t perceived that moment that it doesn’t exist – that today is the same as yesterday and will be the same as tomorrow. But if people really pay attention to their everyday lives, they will discover that magic moment. It may arrive in the instant when we are doing something mundane, like putting our front-door key in the lock; it may lie hidden in the quiet that follows the hunch hour or in the thousand and one things that all seen the same to us. But that moment exists – a moment when all the power of the starts becomes a part of us to perform miracles.

 

Joy is sometimes a blessing, but it is often a conquest. Our magic moment helps us to change and sends us off in search of our dreams. Yes, we are going to suffer, we will have difficult times, and we will experience many disappointments – but all of this is transitory, it leaves no permanent mark. And one day we will look back with pride and faith at the journey we have taken.

 

Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks. Perhaps the person will never be disappointed or disillusioned; perhaps she won’t suffer the way people do when they have a dream to follow. But when that person looks back – and at some point everyone looks back – she will hear her heart saying,

 

“What have you done with the miracles that God planted in your days? What have you done with the talents God bestowed on you? You buried yourself in a cave because you were fearful of loving the talents. So is your heritage: the certainty that you wanted your life.”

 

Pitiful are the people who must realize this. Because when they are finally able to believe in miracles, their life’s magic moments will have already passed them by.

 

 

~by The River Piedra I Sat Down & Wept [7-8]

Only the following items should be considered to be grave faults: not respecting another’s rights: allowing oneself to be paralyzed by fear; feeling guilty; believing that one does not deserve the good or ill that happens in one’s life; being a coward. We will love our enemies, but not make alliances with them. They were placed in our path in order to test our sword, and we should, out of respect for them, struggle against them. We will choose our enemies. Paulo Coelho Like the Flowing River.

Everything that is done in the present affects the future in the form of consequences and affects the past in the form of redemption.

Paulo Coelho Like the Flowing River.

“Remember to look up at the stars and not down to your feet. Try to make sense of what you see and wonder about what makes the universe exist. Be curious. And however difficult life may seem, there is always something you can do and succeed at. It matters that you don’t just give up.”

— Professor Stephen Hawking

Love doesn’t act many questions, because if we stop to think we become fearful. It’s an inexplicable fear; it’s difficult even to describe it. Maybe it’s the fear of being scorned, of not being accepted, or of breaking the spell. It’s ridiculous, but that’s the way it is. That’s why you don’t ask – you act.

Break the glass. Try to understand that I have broken things within myself that were much more important than a glass, and I’m happy I did. Resolve your own internal battle, and break the glass.

Love is like a narcotic. At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. The next day, you want more. You’re not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can still control things. You think about the person you love for two minutes, and forget them for three hours. But then you get used to that person, and you begin to be completely dependent on them. Now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes. If he’s not there, you feel like an addict who can’t get a fix. And just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need, you’re willing to do anything for love.

A quote from One Tree Hill (via eletheowl)

If you could go back and just change one thing about your life, would you? And if you did, would that change make your life better? Or would that change ultimately break your heart? Or break the heart of another? Would you choose an entirely different path? Or would you change just one thing? Just one moment. One moment that you’ve always wanted back.

Reminding Myself

dearoldlove:

Every time I start thinking about how much I miss you, I have to remind myself I broke up with you.

A quote from Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (via quote-book)

Does it break my heart, of course, every moment of every day, into more pieces than my heart was made of, I never thought about things at all, everything changed, the distance that wedged itself between me and my happiness wasn’t the world, it wasn’t the bombs and burning buildings, it was me, my thinking, the cancer of never letting go, is ignorance bliss, I don’t know, but it’s so painful to think, and tell me, what did thinking ever do for me, to what great place did thinking ever bring me?


Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer


I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer


I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

^-^

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it was so annoyingwhen your presence is so neareverything still seems like how we were beforefeeling like all is real [but no!]with this line that you initially drawto keep one for friendship sake not to loosei cried hard the first weekseeing you,hearing you,pathetic to myselfi thought i lost you for that damnbut i was just guessingi was just wonderingthis mind is being trickedof what i seeof what i hearof what i feeli am hurtingdespite you telling menone to worrythere’s none to feel that paineach night goes onseems tragic to mewhen i can’t do nothingi am not the cause of your smileyour reason to laughyour reason to feel finei am no longer the onewho has the rightstill im herewaiting behind the linei have built my hopesin a little space only you occupiedin means none knowshow i keep things on my ownback thoughts of usgetting back to what i thought is like neverlandyou’ll be my peter panthough i am always the onesaying

“think happy thoughts and smile  ”

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